Just Believe...

I'm Used To It By Now
Another Day, Just Believe
Just Believe
Lying In My Bed
Another Day, Staring At The Ceiling

[ Telepopmusik - Breathe <3 ]

I Can Safely Say That I'm Not "Staring At The Ceiling" Anymore. I'm Not Sitting Around Worrying And Thinking About Things Such As Completing All My Collage Work, Making Sure All My Chores Are Done, Making Sure I'm Quiet When I Come In Drunk At Night, What's It Going To Be Like The Next Day And Will She Ever Realise I Like Her? Because Quite Frankly I Don't Need To Think About These Things Anymore. I've Finished Collage For Good, I Do All My Chores And Everyone Elses While I'm At It, I Have Other Places To Stay When I'm Out On A Bender, There Ain't Ever Going To Be A Next Day And She Didn't Realise In The First Place, I Have The Best Girlfriend A Girl Could Ask For Now. Flat Hunting Is More Stressfull Than Any Other Worry I've Had Over The Past Few Months. Glasgow Isn't Looking Too Great But Hopefully There Will Be More On The Market Next Month. So Much To Think About Aswell. Making Sure It's Gas Heating, Making Sure It's Partly Furbished, Has A Shower, The Rent Is Lower Than £400, It's In A Good Enough Area And Close To The City Where We Can Travel To Our New Jobs. Like I Told Becky The Other Day, It's Sort Of Chicken And Egg. Can't Have A Flat Without A Job Close Enough To Travel To, Can't Have A Job That's In An Area Where There Isn't Much Property On The Market. Catch 22. At This Rate I Think It Will Take Us Near Enough 2 Months To Finally Get This Sorted. Apart From The Worry, Stress And Doubt I'm Actually Excited. I Can't Wait To Get Into The Flat, House, Shed Or Whatever It Is We Decide To Move Into And Just Be Together Again But Everyday, Snugglin In Front Of The Tv Watchin Films Like Madacascar 2 And Blood And Chocolate (Whenever Manda Comes Round Ha Ha) Just To Get Away From The Everyday Rants And Moans Of The Parents And Brother. It's Going To Be Amazing

On The Other Hand. I'm Actually Writing A Book! A Fictional One. But Has A Non-fictional Genre, If That Makes Sense To Anyone? ...With The Huge Amount Of Support From My Gorgeous Becky I Will Do This. She Believes In Me And I Think That's What I Needed. Someone To Be There For Me And Help Me Along. So When I Feel Ready I Will Indeed Post Some Of What I've Conjured Up On Here.

Ooooo I Can't Wait

P.s I'm Not Sentimental At The Present Moment...Damn Mood Thing Isn't Working Properlly..So For The Moment I Will Say I'm Hopefull (Y)

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